THIS is my crusade!
from the Celtic Tarot - Two of Pentacles

The story of the Card: is of Ogma, one of the three Champions of the Tuatha De' Danann. Ogma, Lugh, and Dagda went in pursuit of Dagda's magical harp and Ogma's sword. It seems Ogma, besides being a great warrior, also has the gift of the blarney. He is known as "The Honeytongued."
This card is telling me that my crusade should be to stop with all the indecision I bring into my life. Like Ogma I need to use my skills of "knowledgable manipulation" to move myself forward on this crusade. I do feel that the Crusade itself will be me working towards retirement and what I will need to do in order to survive once this very comfortable, always know a paycheck is coming, job is gone. I know I will survive, but it is kind of scary to think about. I think I have made adequate preparation for this time, but you just never know when or if someone will come along and take it all away. I truely don't know how some people survived after they lost their pensions...Celeste